*break*

I am posting this now not because it was part of the India trip but in explanation why i haven't written in such a long time. I have come to realize a lot of things these days as the school year is drawing closer to an end. I have found that my focus on the Lord has not been where it needs to be. I have been distracted by way too many things in life recently. I must remember my main goal and I must work towards my dreams. So many times people just settle for less but I know that God has something planned for me and that He wants to use me. Recently in the last month I feel like I have not allowed God to use me the way that He wants too and to the extent that He wants to. So I now know some of the things that I need to do, cut off anything that could be hindering me from abiding in Him and drawing closer to Him. Everything that I do I want to be for Him and no one else, including myself. I have been challenged greatly by pastors and the Word and now I must act upon it and not allow myself to become distracted by the people around me....


"Lord I want to be all for You and You alone, no One can take Your place and I want to serve You by serving others.....and not myself....give me strength dear Lord...."