Fireworks

Fireworks

Reminders of past mistakes

Reminders of a broken heart

Reminders of present embarresments

Reminders of my girly stupidity

Reminders of future uncertainties

Reminders of my discontentment

I hated standing there

As they sat together on the lawn

He ignoring me

Me kicking myself

Watching was making me explode inside

Watching made me realize how stupid I am

How selfish I am

Watching made me angry

-against men

-agaisnt my co-workers

-agaisnt my friends

-against myself

I walked admidst a hundred people

Walked by myself, tears welling up in my eyes

My phone rang....7 times

Hearing made me realize...

Realize how God was using this day...

Hearing made me understand him and me

Hearing made me realize....

What I need to do...

There are bigger things in this world....

Like fireworks.....