Me, Me, and Me

Its been way too much about me these last few days, like tonight all I was thinking about was myself. What a wrong additude! I need to be loving and forgiving and working on these areas in my life that i need to get worked out. Why haven't I talked much about missions? Just because he doesnt' doesn't mean I shouldn't. I still need to have that burning passion, that fire within me, that is my responsibility, my free will.
I know where my passions lie, I know where the Lord is leading me these days....Now I just need to trust and obey, trust and obey... I shouldn't worry about all the bad things, i need to focus on the good and learn from everything else and hold onto the good.

Can I tell you I am sorry? I want to be the woman that you desire, that you want in life just like I want you to be the man I desire and want in life. But I need to focus on myself and if you are the right one for me He will lead us together and if not He will lead us apart....I must constantly prepare my heart for that....to be content with that because that would be His ultimate will in my and your life....

I just want you to be happy and learn with me....I want you to be proud of me...I want you to want me to be yours....and I want all the same things as well....only if its in His plan....